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The Scientist

Why Christian ? Why did you leave us ? Why now ? What lead you to make this decision ? These questions, among others, are all going through our head. Not only did you hurt your family but you hurt us, your IB family. You dont know the number of people you touched and make happy. You truly do not know because if you did you wouldn’t of made such a dumb, selfish choice. Why couldn’t you have called anyone ? Or vent with your guitar ? Why did this have to be your only way out ?  You’ve been my classmate since the 6th grade. It was just Tuesday when you made me laugh and we were laughing. A week before that we were playing Interactive GTA. It seems as though this whole thing is a dream but in reality its a wake up call. That even the ones with the prettiest smiles are the ones who hide the dark truths. But all i can say is that your death brought all of us together. You broke down the barriers and feuds and made IB whole again. It seems as though .. as though this was your motive …. Was it ?